To me is a big struggle. I like having a chatz etc, and dont have anyone to talk, to go out, destroys me, the boredom is inmense, and also be all days in silence just talking with myself, feels like torture.

The thing is that I dont find people I like to be with, and even if people is friendly with me I preffer spend that time alone rather to be with them. Or well, this is what Ive always done, Im more open now, but due some circumstances, Im not in a good position to meet people.

So, do you suffer the loneliness ?

[Im not diagnosed with Schizoid, ive just read about it and I think matchs with me]