Gary, I have to agree with all that the lovely ladies have said to you and I will repeat myself: some people just love their misery and they hold it close to their chest and nurture it and feed it and sleep with it...then they get up the next morning and start the same old mantra again.......you will never attract a woman with the attitude you've got. never, never, never.....for you to trivialize people's true value and keep harping on looks tells me that you're very happy where you are. You refuse to see any way but yours. Your way hasn't worked in 40+ years, what makes you think it's going to work now?