There was a sign outside the door today that said masks are required. I was waiting for her then she opened the door and I heard her grumble to another coworker “I hate these masks” but she kept hers on the whole time. But then I mentioned my new mask feeling weird and she said “yeah those masks look like birds beaks. But these masks aren’t doing anything anyways” and that comment peeved me a bit and I said “it’s not just the masks. It’s the masks and the vaccines and the social distancing.” And she said “yeah ok.” Then she had me leave 15 minutes early. I didn’t realize it until I got to the car and my mom told me the time and said I left early.

Jeeze who pissed in her coffee this morning. I sent her an email asking why we ended so early because I can barely afford therapy every other week let alone every week. So I’d like to get the most out of my sessions.

I’m kinda contemplating not going back to her. We just don’t share the same beliefs and it’s hard to connect to someone like that. I’m in line to see another T Probably after Labor Day So I wouldn’t be without one for too long. But I don’t get what is with all these unprofessional therapists.