I'm in bed,resting and trying to get well, and being quite well out of it from my new meds

Spending time with my mother who AMAZES me, as she has really come through for me in the last week. Usually she drives me crazy but she has totally taken care of me and the baby all week.

We are watching some television. Im going to have a bath with the baby at some point, and I've been reading and smoking cigarettes (in the other room)

And, I MAY be getting back together with an ex of mine...we are talking about it, and he was a GOOD ex not a you know what part of your bum one. I am excited, because he is very sweet and nice and we have so much fun together. he is also totally accepting of Jeremy, which means a whole heck of a lot. It would be a long distance relationship at first, since he lives in another province now but we talk everyday. He makes me laugh so much. And hes wickedly smart.

And, hes also said he will stand by me no matter what through my illness, no matter where it takes me. Which is nice.

I am thankful for living in a small town today - we ran out of infant formula because Jeremy took a sudden growth spurt this week and i didnt expect it to run out before tuesday when his new can comes in. Well we were able to call the pharmacy owner and he personally drove my mother down and gave her a free can of nestle good start even though the store was closed he opened it just for us.

What else.. hmm, going to watch forest gump tonight on peachthree at eight EST.

Pain is more manageable now though im a bit out of it. I have been able to hold Jeremy and play with him without hurting, though I am still nowhere near up and around.