I don’t feel good again. I was doing ok for a couple days. But I just feel strange and achy again. The colace has been working. So I don’t think it’s that. My mom and I switched beds and I got her memory foam mattress. I wanted to get my own from matress firm because of their Labor Day sales. But she thought that was a bad idea. So maybe I hurt myself moving the bed.

But I just feel nauseated and in pain. Mostly in my lower right side again. I also have loss of appetite. I’ve had about 1,130 calories today. It was decent stuff though that I ate. There’s only one thing that helps me feel better so I’m guessing it could be a hysterectomy issue. I don’t do it anymore for my mental health I do it for my physical health. Honestly I’m pretty tired of it. But it’s the only thing that can calm my ovaries. My therapist doesn’t get it. But then what does she get.

My moms bed is nice although I’m just sinking into it. I read for a couple hours this afternoon. I’m reading an early book by Stephen King. It’s short stories. Some are pretty scary. Others aren’t. Some seem more like Twilight Zone episodes or episodes of Beyond Belief Fact Or Fiction. It’s ok. I’m hoping to finish it by the end of the weekend but I’m hoping to get most of it done tomorrow. I started it a few years ago and then I stopped at about page 200 something. But I remembered what story I was on. So I just picked back up on it and I’m more then halfway through now. It’s 640 pages but the print is big.

Man I just don’t know what to do about my lower stomach except wait it out until my ultrasound on the 9th. But it seems any kind of lifting or pulling or attempts at skateboarding makes it worse. But I don’t feel S. I don’t feel the need to take an extra Valium so if it’s just mental health it isn’t bad.

Auto correct wanted to change health to Hewlett-Packard. Who the **** is that and why did auto correct do that.