So Sorry about it also! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that you may be on to something but that she should tell you if she wants to obviously. You can't control her decisions so if you feel like she's hiding something i think the best thing is to ask her and if she refuses perhaps it's best to simply respect her decision. i imagine it hurts but sometimes you need space for yourself. i Hope you're not taking it personally. M. Be Safe. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @will19, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!