I take meds like they are candy all the time. I often wonder how it was possible I was still alive after a bad night. Part of me thinks there’s some kind of parallel universe where I succeeded in one life but continued on in another universe. I know that sounds crazy but sometimes I just don’t get how I woke up the next day.

Also based on the injections I’m on for my transition, just being on them instantly cuts 5 years out of my life. Since men typically die younger then women. I’m not scared though honestly.