Well this has been interesting to say the least, I am now on zyprexa, lamictal, and clonazapam. Oh and something for night terrors because of this recurring dream that I keep having.

And in what has to be some sort of cliche, there is a very attractive girl in here who wants to be "friends with benefits" with me. I know that it is a bad idea but I have no will power, she wants me to come to her room after bed checks tonight. I don't know if I can say no, I don't want to say no, but the non lizard part of my brain is telling me that I need to just focus on me getting better.

I welcome any advice, even though I know what you all are going to say. It's just that we click and I have never spent this much time with somebody who really gets me like she does.