Not every problem has a solution. I can accept this one.

The reason I introduced it here is to let out the frustration. I know eveyone is attempting to help and I sense the care. The problem is, no one here has ever been in my shoes and that's why you can't understand what it's like to be me. I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused but you have to understnd that this problem which can't be changed, which keeps me from ever experiencing the basic joys in life, is killing me inside. You just don't know what it's like to have to see those around you finding and sharing something you yourself can never have because of lack of a very basic human trait which is required for attraction. It's just so unfair!