My mom and my treatment team can't just say "When you're 25 maybe you'll be able to come off of the antipsychotics" cuz now I'm 25 and they don't want it lowered let alone stopped. What false hope/manipulation was that?? I haven't had psychosis or DP/DR in 8 months which is the longest I've ever been without it...
But it is MYSELF that has to know when.. - With the insight from them that I must take into consideration... So 1-2 years, I'll stay on the AP because that's how much time I think I need for this problem to be gone for good.. Then I lower it - And if not, CT.
The reason I won't CT on the Invega right now is cuz I know that I'll relapse.
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