So Sorry for everything! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i think it's great you have a supportive Husband at least. please do not let nasty and judgemental comments take you down. You can be a good person. Do try your best like you're probably already doing. i hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @ThunderGoddess, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!