Same here. I’ve watched plenty of YouTube videos on living in my car, but in the forest. Before I met my present therapist, about 10ish months ago I was homeless living in a tent in the middle of the forest, and sometimes my car at Walmart. I don’t know what to say about it. It’s like it was a different part of me. But I started doing a lot of S.planning and became so lonely that I packed everything and moved to the city. I think some people do well alone completely away from humans, and some don’t.