Still bouncing around all over the emotional map, L. For awhile I thought maybe I would call you tomorrow just to clear the air or whatever but now I'm like eh, I need to just sit with this discomfort and let it pass, and stop wanting to control your feelings/reactions. And focus on other stuff. I registered for that workshop happening in a couple weeks, then after that will start joining the Thursday evening online drumming/journey circles, and will continue writing. I'm taking 3 days off work not this coming week but the following week, during which I intend to start writing that story that will have the title that I dreamed. And it's really kind of funny and telling too, the dream I had last night, rather sorta matches that title in a way.