This is an email I sent my T just a few minutes ago and I wanted to get some input from you guys too.

Why do I feel guilty for having a good day?

I mean nothing bad happened today except I got stung by a yellow jacket but that wasn't major. No fights with dad, No wanting to die, and things like that and I feel guilty. I feel guilty for being happy. What is up with that? I mean that is so messed up. I mean I even got to see my favorite T.V. doctor in his swimsuit today so I should be really happy but no I feel guilty. So now the good day has turned into a bad day and that sucks.

When is it going to be ok to be happy?