So Sorry you're not getting the expected responses! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that it may be more a reflection on them than it is on you perhaps and that being personal of course you'd care more about it than them i imagine. i'd suggest not to give it much thought unless you feel like you're doing something bad and simply move on with your project if you feel like it's Good. Be Kind to yourself. Do try your Best. M. i Hope things will work out anyway. Please do Update us if possible if you want to obviously. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @BigBubba, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!