I’m doing good today. Last night I didn’t fall asleep until after 10. I took 3 melatonin and an extra 20mil Geodon and an extra Valium. I was a bit anxious. But I fell asleep and I woke up around 6:15.

This morning I went to Walmart and the local grocery store. Dr. Pepper has chocolate flavored Dr. Pepper but it’s an online only thing and you need 100 points in order to buy it. But according to a guy on Reddit, it doesn’t take much to get to 100 points. Only about $20. So I bought 3 cases of cream soda zero Dr. Pepper. Which is what I normally drink anyways and I was out out it. I also got, 2 8 packs of bottles, and four 2 liters of diet Dr. Pepper. I paid about $25 for them. I had to submit a picture of my receipt and it took a couple try’s but I finally got it uploaded correctly and I got 100 points exactly. So I was able to get the box with 2 chocolate cans. All I needed to put in was my address. There’s no order or shipping confirmation or anything since it didn’t charge to any card. It just shows up at your door when it shows up. But people have shown pictures of their boxes on Reddit and they look pretty cool. Plus all the soda I bought today I’ll actually drink.

But once I got all that stuff done my bad mood went away. I was in a bad mood this morning for who knows why.

I have my trip tomorrow. We are leaving at 8AM and we have a full day planned out both tomorrow and Wednesday.

I counted my Valium and I have 19 extra days. I take 3 a day. I have no idea why it went through insurance so early. My mom said to be careful with them and just because I have so many extra days think I can take 5 a day or whatever. She just told me to be careful with them.