Ah L. Once again, reminding myself that I am a slow cooker. Writing that email helped and I just deleted it. I am beginning to accept that it's just my overactive imagination seeing stuff that isn't there. All will be well and I will call you in a month or 2. I am going to use this break to reassess where we're at, where I want to go from here with this work, and how often I want to come in the future so I will be able to tell you exactly what I am wanting when next we meet.