I’m getting more mint Aero bars on Wednesday since they remind me of my transference T. I haven’t been thinking of her much though. I haven’t been thinking much about therapy all day. It’s like my current T doesn’t even exist. I have zero regrets cancelling my appointment with her on Thursday But I still like the nostalgia of those candy bars that I associate with my transference T. I don’t know why I do it. Same with the blue fruit tea. I don’t get why I drink it to remind myself of her. Maybe I don’t want to forget her or get over her.

I also plan on going to the other few stores I went to a lot before I moved. A lot of stuff I want to get because it reminds me of her.

What is my issue? Why am I associating certain foods and places with her? She didn’t even know that I ate this stuff or went to these places all the time.

Maybe my whole trip tomorrow is one big trip down nostalgia lane for a whole bunch of reasons. But she seems like a big part of it.