I’m on my trip at my home state. We first went to a thrift store. The we went to Dicks sporting goods and I got a couple north face shirts. We went to a novelty soda shop and I got a birthday cake flavored soda. Then we went to a couple international grocery stores that I went to before we moved. I got a ton of the European chocolate I wanted. I also found a little bottle of European Pepsi that is still called Pepsi Max even though in the states it’s just called Pepsi zero sugar. Then we went to a restaurant I’ve been wanting to go to for 19 months. Then we drove to the hotel. We unpacked and then I went with my aunt and my mom to some kinda strange boutique. We are back at the hotel now and I was trying to avoid public restrooms all day so my idea was to not drink anything. I didn’t drink anything from 7 until 12:30. Then I had a Diet Coke. But we are at the hotel now and I was so thirsty I knew I needed a Gatorade to drink. The hotel has a little shop with snacks and soda. I’m going to my aunts for dinner.

Tomorrow we are going to the good grocery store that I went to all the time before I moved. We may go back to the thrift store. Then we will visit with my uncle on our way back home.

I’m doing good and not feeling much anxiety. I am having trouble with my teeth. Big surprise after neglecting them for 19 months. I hope it’s nothing serious but it sure hurts when Tylenol wears off. I’ve been taking Advil too even though I shouldn’t. I called a dentist and apparently I don’t have any dental insurance and this place doesn’t take care card. So I have an evaluation appointment Thursday morning which will cost $90. Anything after that that they find is just gonna have to go on my card and I won’t be able to keep completely paying them off each month the way I have been doing.

I couldn’t reach a hoodie at Dicks and a guy asked me if I needed help and I said “yeah” and he said “I’m short too.” And that made me feel good because I was passing as a guy. Then he asked what size I needed and I said “small” it felt good to say that. The hoodie was too big.

But I feel ok overall. I’m really distracted with my trip right now so I can’t think much about my teeth or my ultrasound both on Thursday. I do get these pangs every now and then about my transference T. But I think we drove by the office and I didn’t even notice. I don’t even care about my current T. But I should be hearing from the new one soon.