I’m in my home state where transference T is. I’ve thought off and on about her. I think we passed by her office but I don’t remember. I’m still on autopilot when I’m in my home state. I bought a lot of candy though that reminds me of her. And I went to several places that I’d go to a lot when we were meeting.

So I wonder if I’m trying to subconsciously remember her in other ways. But still try to forget her as well.

I’ve been wanting to email my current T about my dental issues. But I don’t think I’d get much support from her. And if I were to email her it would probably be best to email her after the 2 appointments