For lunch today I ate at the last restaurant I went to before the lockdown. It was after a therapy session in March when I was hiding out from my transference T because we had just had a talk about safety. My mom even called her from the restaurant to tell her I was ok. That was my first place I went back to when I was comfortable eating out again in 2021. I felt like I had an agenda. I decided to go there again for lunch and I saw the place where we sat. But after that I honestly was just super hungry and I just focused on my food and didn’t think of her at at all. But then on the way back home I listened to the 3 songs that remind me of her. But I’m ok now.