I am back home now in my own bed. The ride home was ok. I had my music and TV show on the whole time. The check engine light came on when we had over 2 hours left. So my mom called my uncle who drives the same kinda car and asked if it was safe to drive with it on. And he said as long as the oil change button or whatever doesn’t come on it will be fine. But I got the rest of my shopping done this morning. I got the hoodie I wanted and the few groceries I needed. I got the candy pacifiers. I went off on my own in the store and I found the candy aisle. It took a few minutes to find them since there was so much candy. I thought I wasn’t going to have any luck and then I finally found them. I threw 4 into my basket and hid them under my English muffins. During checkout my mom either wasn’t paying attention or didn’t know what they were or didn’t care/didn’t say anything. She seemed like she was more involved in the keypad where you swipe your card. Then when I got home I just threw them all in a plastic bag and put them in a box of food in the top of my storage rack. I’ll put them in my dresser when she’s out.

But my ultrasound and preop appointment got moved from 2:30 tomorrow to 10. My dentist appointment is at 11:30. My mom was back and forth with the dentist and they are on a really strict schedule and can’t fit me in at any other time and they are closed on Fridays. So they said I need to be there at 11:30 or we’ll have to reschedule. So we called my doctors to try to move the appointment at an earlier time. And they didn’t have anything earlier and the next date available was like a few days before my surgery. They said the appointment should take about an hour. So it will be tight but my mom thinks we’ll make it. Both appointments are really important.

I visited with my uncle for a bit today. The one we called. My uncles girlfriend has 2 grown up daughters living with them. The daughter I didn’t want to see was of course there. She’s really nice but is strange and she just makes me uncomfortable. I put my mask on so she wouldn’t see my facial hair. But I guess no one told her I am trans? So she thought I was my brother and then my mom told her I was and she called me by new name. The daughter looked very confused.I just avoided eye contact and ignored her until she left for work.

But now I am at home in my own bed. I actually slept last night without any melatonin for the first time in probably a year. My mom said I fell asleep fast. And except for waking up a couple times drenched in sweat from the air turning off and off I slept past 6 past the time my mom got up. So I don’t know if it was just how busy and nonstop we were yesterday and I was just worn out physically. Or if the melatonin is actually making my sleep worse.

But yeah it was a nice break before things start happening tomorrow. I have no clue what is going on with my teeth and the ultrasound I’m not too worried about. The pain I’m having now sucks and I often feel like ripping out my ovaries myself instead of having the doctor do it. But because of my teeth pain I’ve been taking Advil and Tylenol as much as I safely can. So I haven’t been feeling my lower stomach pain too much.