I'm just trying to not do it tbh... I've been watching more YouTube videos on everything and anything. My go to one's are hymns currently. Even though I'm not religious. I'm talking to myself more too again so I know things aren't great but hey ho!

I hate complaining, I'm still alive, I'm still well in a sense. Yes I'm grieving but I'm trying to be positive though I just want to cry

Thank you though it's good to know I can moan out right

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