I took 3 Valium and 180 mil of Geodon in the last hour. 2 Valiums I took at one time just a minute ago. I’ve taken 6 today. That’s the most I’ve ever taken in a day. Why can’t I get any relief from anything and why am I so angry today? I am going to completely sabotage my surgery if I don’t get this under control. Like will insurance really pay for a surgery if your not mentally stable? Most likely not. I’ll probably have to wait until Monday to hear from the doctors about the insurance. And I have a therapy appointment that day too. But how am I supposed to cope for 2 days with bad anxiety and severe anger and no support besides a mother who is pissed off at me?