A lot of people I've known all my life are dying from unknown causes.
They are not eating and wasting away.
My stepmom
She's peeing thick blood clots.
I also have no appetite since early July.
I have to force myself to eat.

My hero is Simone Weil
and a like Kurt Godel.
I just finished reading "The Subversive Simone Weil By Robert Zaretsky

Both Weil and Gödel starved themselves to death.
Weil had been attracted to the Cathar ritual of the "Endura".
Her beliefs on "De-Creationism" forced me to adjust my entire Theological Belief system from E=D×3+M+K to R=D×4+M+K.

Gödel starved himself to death because he believed someone was poisoning his food

I know Coronavirus is a Pandemic.
But I think something else is going on.

I'm gonna force myself to eat a few chips