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Old Sep 10, 2021, 10:23 PM
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So, I have PTSD because of my growing up and I find this teacher attractive, but it's making me lose sleep because I'm petrified and I don't want to go to class if I'm feeling this way. I'm going to anyway because I'm stronger than PTSD, I just pray that I'll be strong enough to not be afraid of being loved or loved intensely. I mean I know it's not about him he couldn't care less I'm just a stupid emotional student but I'd rather not have to confront my fears, but then when do I feel it would be right for me? It sucks, it really does.
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