This is difficult. I'm having thoughts of not wanting to do the job I got. I don't know what to do. Honestly, it's like this every time I sign up for something new. I question why I do it in the first place. I think I should just focus on my thesis. I think my therapist influenced me towards taking the job today. That's not necessarily a bad thing. I guess I just think I don't really need the full time job. And going from 0 work to 40 hours or more a week seems difficult.