Thank you, I hadn't thought of it that way. I was just wondering though if seroquel was making me more down, but there were many years before when I was taking it I wasn't more depressed than the usual.

and thanks for the welcome from people here, you all seem to be a great community that cares.
I haven't felt like coming online much. I posted here before but sometimes weeks go by.

I feel a bit better today, I finally got 2 friends in life that responded about having a visit. I don't like being the one to always remember to reach out and keep in touch with them, but that's just what I have to do if I want to see them. I have that to look forward to now.