As I see it, Md, your trans is totally in a different category from your self-medicating. I'm totally comfortable with your process of transitioning, I know several women who have transitioned to males. I do worry about your self-medicating. I'm not afraid of discussing either one with you. And yeah, when you have various hormones at high levels going on in your body it makes perfect sense that you're going to feel somewhat whacked up, until the transition is complete and things have settled down...which will happen.
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