This sounds like exactly something I need right now. To support one another....

I was searching through this website tonight for the first time in a while because I'm feeling pretty desperate and the most depressed I've been since starting anti-depressants. I didn't think I'd get back to this point. I'm not coping in ways that I want to. All because I'm missing my therapist who moved away at the end of July. I miss her so much. I never knew I could long for another human so much. I'm so desperate for her and all I want to do is talk with her. I dream about her, and since she was a psychodynamic therapist, I really want to talk to her about my dreams of her. I've never experienced such a loss before (and I've experienced a lot of loss in my life). I am feeling so helpless and am in a lot of pain tonight. I really need some words of support.