I’m doing ok today. I just took a 4th Valium along with a melatonin. I feel kind of nauseated right now. And I had to eat dinner quickly to avoid any strange looks or comments by my family that is coming over. I’m not sure why going to my aunts and my uncles houses causes less anxiety then seeing my sister and brother in law and my nephews. They are just as accepting of me as my aunt and uncle and their significant others are.