I haven’t seen you in 2 weeks. I only emailed you twice. Once to cancel my appointment last Thursday and once to tell you what I want to talk about tomorrow. I think the 2 weeks off from you was good for me. I honestly don’t know how I’ll feel when we end things. Whenever that will be.

I will not be wasted on Valium though like I usually am when we meet. So we will actually have a legit session. I wonder if you’ll notice the difference.

I think visiting my home state earlier this week really helped with my feelings about my transference T.