I'm sad that my life is what it is, and my 2nd husband whom I divorced due to his violence towards my now deceased son is living a great life. He's driving his dream car, not working, because his wife supports him and bought him the car. They are not that rich but she would do anything for him.

I'm divorced, single, alone, no one would do anything for me in life. I work to afford some of my many wants. A put myself in debt to afford more. I'm just feeling sad tonight. I have no one to rely on well technically I do, but for day to day stuff not really.

Just having a feel sorry for myself kind of day.