I've had a very productive morning. I thank caffeine for that. I'm not usually a coffee drinker but we had some flavored creamer I wanted to try so I did and one of my friends from IP wanted me to buy myself a pumpkin coffee for her so I did that too (first pumpkin coffee ever and it was really good). But yeah, went to walmart and the bank, started some laundry, think I'll go to the park whene I'm done with laundry.

I'm told my meds won't be ready until tomorrow and I'm afraid it's going to be like last time where I completely run out and they still haven't done the prior auth. I talk to my NP on Friday. I don't have an appointment with my therapist but I did call her and I think I'm going to ask for either weekly sessions or hour long sessions for a bit.

Oh, and while I was in the hospital my dad drove my car all the way down to Boston. He ran a toll (so I got a $1.60 bill) and left a container for weed in the center console (it was empty, so presumably he was driving my car high). Also, now one of my tires need air (I hate doing this alone so I put it off and I know I shouldn't but I do).

I'm so nervous about running out of meds again. The docs/pharmacy are trying to get the meds covered by insurance but I'm still waiting on a prior auth from ~three weeks ago on vraylar. Not too worried about the invega sustenna because getting on patient assistance for risperdal consta was pretty easy but the regular invega (which I probably will only take for another month until they put me on the max dose of the shot) is where I'm concerned.

But I am so happy to be home with my kitties. This time I'm legitimately ready to be home. I'm still struggling with eating but I think being home is better than being in IP for that. I have stashes of safe foods in my bedroom and I don't feel like a beetch for wasting so much food because I don't make it in the first place (I tried asking the hospital staff to just not send me any food, that didn't go over well). My cats are gaining their winter weight, our ~2 yr old is like 12 lbs now. And our garden is prime. Cherry tomatoes, raspberries, chili peppers and more abound!