Oh good. The case manager got back to me and said that the therapist said it was only if I thought I was going to self harm did I need to give up my blades. So I can keep it as long as I don't think I'm going to use it. I still don't want to give it to my parents but I can see throwing it in the trash or something. Not that I won't immediately go to Amazon and just buy another one. But it would buy me time.