@SlumberKitty I have work tonight so that will help keep me distracted and hopefully make me feel competent. It will also keep me from drinking, which is good lol.

I feel really bad because he didn’t ask to see them. I get those kind of pictures from guys all the time and while it’s not super upsetting anymore, I don’t want to be like them.

I’ve had a few manic episodes in the last few months where I’ve been really sexualized with him, and during those times he’s admitted a lot of things to me too, so I don’t think he’s gonna be turned off by the pictures, but I still feel bad. That’s a whole other topic though.. I don’t know if everything he shares is appropriate. A while back most people told me it wasn’t, but it’s gotten more intense since then, which adds another dynamic to these pictures. I’m just rambling now, but basically I think something bad might be going on but I can’t get myself to see it.

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