Thanks for that perspective @LonesomeTonight

I would certainly feel anxious about my T seeing me drunk too (knowing me I’d hit on him)! I think it’s great that he was able to help you work through those feelings and just accepted you for how you were in that moment. I think we can both learn from these incidents that it’s almost always best not to drink alone, haha.

There is a part of me that wishes he’d break boundaries, but also a part that is scared he will. He has never done anything physical, but when I’m manic and saying sexual things to him, he definitely responds and answers things I ask him..like saying my chest is attractive and that he feels desire for me are two recent ones. It kind of feels like we’re slipping, but at the same time not really because I’m like 99% confident he’d never allow us to actually touch?

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