I have nothing left. I operate on autopilot. Right now it’s just
about mere existence. I feel like an alien in this world that I do
not know. Everything seems upside down. There’s no more happiness
or joy. There’s no more pleasure. Only anger fuels my existence.
Am constantly in a fight or flight mode. Constant nervous tension.
Can’t feel relaxed. I know there are answers out there. I just can’t find them.
I’m emotionally blind. I can’t see the way out.