Thanks for your reply. I tried doing therapy for years and years and years. It helped a little, but not nearly enough for me to get well. I have not mentioned my memory retention problem to my psychiatrist. Whenever I see him, I talk the whole time; same with whenever I would see counselors/psychotherapists. It seems like there is never enough time to get to everything. I don't even remember what I talk about. All I know is that I talk the whole time whenever I see my psychiatrist, and when I used to see counselors/psychotherapists. Lately, I have not been seeing a counselor/psychotherapist. I have left voicemails for my social worker, but he does not return my calls. It's probably because I leave angry/frustrated/upset messages for him sometimes. Or maybe he is just tired of seeing me because I never improve. When I was on more medication I was beginning to improve. But I did not like the side-effects and I felt overmedicated. So I reduced my doses with my psychiatrist's approval.