My therapist sent a kinda confusing email to me this morning. She said something about meetings going on when we are supposed to be meeting and we needed to reschedule our appointments. It was all just confusing and I just said “I’m fine with anything” then I sent another one saying that I may have some restrictions because of my surgery. I had to get a Covid test and I didn’t know if I would have to quarantine. I sent that to her a few hours ago and I haven’t heard back. But I did notice that all our appointments are cancelled. What the ****? Did she just ghost me? I told her yesterday that my new therapist couldn’t see me for the foreseeable future and then she sends this email this morning that she suddenly can’t see me for the 5 appointments we already have set up. It just seems kinda strange. The mental health support down here is so bad.

But besides that I’m just very tired again. I had a few sodas and I just now got a big coffee from Starbucks. So I’m just waiting on news again from anyone. I tried getting more udon noodles but they were out of them. I was too tired to go pick up my book from the library. Basically I’ve just been exhausted for 2 days straight even though I’m not taking any new or extra meds and I’m sleeping through the night.

It’s 90 degrees outside. It’s not possible for this to be the start of SAD yet. My SAD doesn’t start until it’s October or hits 60 degrees.

Our giant new fridge is being delivered Tomorrow between 2 and 6PM. My mom spent almost $3 thousand on it. I’m not sure why she wanted such a fancy expensive one. Usually she’s pretty frugal.