I have taken excellent care of my brother. Right into a state of fatigue, depression and burn out. I’ll have to rest and recuperate my way out of it. I don’t know what the answer is as mom is tying my hands right now. It helps tremendously getting it off my chest here.

Both therapists believe he belongs in a home and one suggested I just move out. She surmised I have too much goodness for that. She’s right. They’d be totally helpless without me.

I’ve been able to go down to the pool for the past two days with special permission. It’s been relaxing but my mind is muddled with the burnout so not as much.

I hope everyone has a good day tomorrow.