Well I think I'm finally getting enough water to drink now.

Since I came home from the hospital, I've been drinking about 8 glasses a day in addition to my regular coffee. I was going to the washroom really often but now after 3 weeks things are settling down.

I'm still feeling low and anxiety is up, but that's nothing new. I guess the good part of the story is that things are stable.

I was looking at pictures of myself during my recent vacation and I have changed. I'm not standing straight and an leaning to one side. It's not a physical problem, it's the depression.

I'm hoping the ketamine treatment makes a difference. Still waiting for my first appointment.