My mom brought some ice cream from Dairy Queen home for me today. I hated it (mostly because I looked up how many calories and how much sugar is in a small blizzard), but I finished it. I talk to T tomorrow so hopefully we can discuss the potential of me having an eating disorder without my disorganized thoughts ruining the conversation. I should take a thorazine beforehand maybe that'll keep me on track. She'll probably black ADHD as usual.