Lately I have been pretty busy unexpectedly, which is nice. But when the activities are over, then I'm feeling low. I feel bad about telling my sister to not call me. I'm having some guilty feelings about it. Also my only friend hasn't been calling me much lately because he's not well. He hasn't been the same since he went on that cruise. While he was on the cruise, he seemed grouchy when he called me. After the cruise he had fall at a friend's house that he and his wife were visiting. And yet this had to happen at the time when I told my sister not to call me anymore.

Also I was not happy with the election results from yesterday. It dashed my hopes of possibly staying where I am even though, as of now, I'm not crazy about where I am. But I dread having to make a move, but now I have more of a reason to leave the State where I am. I try not to discuss politics on here and I personally feel like it's not a good thing to do on a mental illness forum as it can cause division. It's just that I had a strong feeling about that election.