I called the pharmacy again and they can't tell me anything because their computer is down. She said she'll call back when it works. I don't understand why I have to use the CMHC's pharmacy instead of CVS or Rite aid. I do for the injection, but everything else would be so much easier if I could just go 10 miles up the road to a pharmacy that has their shyt together and let's me know when my meds are ready.

I just called the hospital because we knew this would happen and we'll probably replace invega tablets with risperdal tablets for the next month. I gotta wait for a call back from my IP doc too now to see if she wants to send over the risperdal rx just in case the CMHC's pharmacy doesn't call back or calls back saying invega wasn't approved.

Therapy sucked. She dismissed my eating problems and said "it takes a while to get your appetite back" although I must admit I did kinda underplay the issues. I didn't tell her I was obsessing over food, counting calories and making sure I stay under a certain number, keeping a chart of what I eat, hiding safe foods in various places in my bedroom, weighing myself every day (sometimes multiple times a day), feeling disdain when my mom comes home and eats a ton of junk in front of me and offers me food I shouldn't eat, and frequently body checking. I just said I didn't want to eat anymore and she said it's because of how little I ate when I was paranoid about poison. But I was keeping the chart before I went psychotic. And I think she forgot that I used to frequently binge/purge. My therapist does want to see me Monday though after i talk to my pnurse.

My sleep still sucks. I hope I get the xray results today.

edit; xrays came back normal and I have an appointment with a podiatrist tuesday. I called the hospital I was inpatient at and said I can't get my meds and they're going to have me come down and pick up 2 weeks worth. I hope it's all four I'm having trouble getting, but I have a feeling it's just going to be the invega tablets.