So Sorry things are being so hard also! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the wise and wonderful Thunder about finding out where does the stress come from if possible. It should be easier to work on it also. M. Perhaps a therapist may prove to be useful Please do consider it if you haven't already. M. i Hope things will Improve really soon for you and everyone. Do keep us Updated if Possible if you want to obviously. Be Kind. Stay Safe. Do not give up. You matter. Love. Do try your Best. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @185329, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!