I am hoping to survive without an episode until November 15. If I can, then it will be 11 years since I've had an episode and been hospitalized.

I have to say I don't check in here because your stories bring back bad memories of numerous hospitalizations and doctors experimenting with all sorts of drugs. I think getting on the right list of meds, a good psychiatrist (finally) and good counseling have made all the difference. I even went through two bouts of DBT. My first episode (manic) was in August of 2000.

That said, I feel for you all, and I care. Hugs to you and love . There's hope.

Trav