Promise this is the last time I'll post about it. I know I obsess over things that in the grand scheme of things don't matter -- but I can't shake yesterday. I'm still horribly upset about the whole ordeal and I just don't how to resolve these feelings. A phone in a few days is probably not gonna be enough and waiting for something like that is torture. I know no one hear has told me I can't, or shouldn't, or don't -- but I annoy myself by my own posts these last few days. I'll take my leave for awhile. No need to put others through it with me. I think the problem is within me. No one else is suffering but myself. I'm the one with the inability to let it go.