I don’t really know how to explain what’s going on between us. Even though I know you believe in the opposite things I do and am a closet phobe I’m not sure it’s ok to bring these things up since you got so annoyed when I asked if you were vaccinated. I feel like we should talk though. I want to let you know things aren’t working out but I don’t know what my option is right now if I’ve been 5th on a waiting list for 1.5 months. I also think I may need a therapist in order to get my meds covered. It’s just confusing because I know what I want but I don’t know how to express it the correct way. Like I don’t want to accuse you of a bunch of things and have you think I’m attacking you or jumping down your throat.

I haven’t experienced this type of transphobia before in person so I am just clueless on how to handle this situation.