No matter what I do my anxiety and moods and sleep are always so bad. My luck is bad too. The stores never have my size and just little things like that that are nonstop and happen all the time that just really get to me after awhile.

But I’ve just been feeling bad for as long as I can remember. It’s 4:30 and I’ve already woken up too early, had no luck finding what I needed online, my weight didn’t go down again, my wireless headphones still aren’t working and my mom will just piss me off and look through all my private stuff if I ask her for help. I can’t find my headphone apdaptor that is always connected to my wire headphones. and I’m just really really angry right now. And it’s only 4 something.

What can I do? I struggle every single day.